I have always hesitated to call myself a “photographer.” The word feels heavy, weighted with expectations and definitions that don’t quite fit me.
For one, photography has never been my profession. And in my mind, “photographer” sounds professional—a title for someone who makes a living through photography. If I ever use it to describe myself, I immediately cushion it with qualifiers. “Enthusiast photographer,” I might say, because I am enthusiastic about photography. That feels safer, less presumptuous. I like it far more than “amateur photographer,” a phrase drenched in stigma. “Amateur” should mean “someone who loves what they do”, but it usually comes across as “someone who isn’t good at what they do”.
But there’s a deeper discomfort. The word “photographer” feels… incomplete. It says what I do—practice photography—but it says nothing about why I do it.
If I take photos to tell stories, wouldn’t “storyteller” suit me better?
If I take photos to document history, shouldn’t I call myself a “documentarian” or “journalist”?
If I take photos to explore humanity, am I not an “anthropologist” or even a “psychologist”?
Sometimes I use photography to share how I see the world, to give shape to ideas that are my own. Does that make me a philosopher?
And what about the other “whys”? If I aim to inspire others, am I an inspirer? If I want to show the beauty in the overlooked and the ordinary, am I a beautyteller? If I hope to enrich my own life through unique experiences, is there a word for that?
Maybe some of these words don’t even exist. Or maybe I just don’t know them—English isn’t my first language.
But it isn’t about vocabulary. It’s about how we define ourselves, and how those definitions can limit us. Reframing them can reshape the way we approach our lives and eliminate the boundaries that we artificially set for ourselves.
When I stop thinking of myself as a “photographer” and instead focus on the why, the possibilities expand. If I am a storyteller or “beautyteller”, how can I tell my stories in the most vivid, compelling, and engaging way? Is photography enough? Could combining other mediums, like writing, film, or audio, result in even more powerful stories?
I don’t have all the answers, but I know that I don’t want to be confined by a single word. I don’t want to shrink my identity to fit a definition that feels incomplete. I don’t want that incomplete definition to dictate my actions.
I totally understand what you're saying. Like others here, I tend to use the word hobbyist to qualify the photographer part. I have a different view, though. For a long time, I felt that identifying as a "photographer" was presumptuous. I think this is an extension of imposter syndrome. For me, the moment I decided I would embrace the title "Photographer," it allowed me to occupy the role mentally. My profession is not photography, but identifying as a photographer puts me in a different psychological state that lets me own the craft and imparts some confidence in placing myself in situations to get the shot. Showing up to a place with a camera and camera bag slung already makes me stand out from others, and placing myself in the role of "photographer" allows me to perform.
I truly believe if you take pictures you are a photographer. Whether you are a good one is up to you and public perception.
But I do like your point of redefining what type of photographer you are to optimize the style of photos you take.